Week 2, 3, 4

Sorry it took so long to update this blog. In the time I have started this weight loss crap I have lost 5 pounds.... Wow. I am so impressed... Not. I really gave up good tasting food like pizza and beer for 5 lousy pounds. Everyone says just keep working at it and it will happen. Well I want it to happen now. I am not a very patient woman to say the least. I know it took time to put it on and it will take time to take it all off again but really 4 weeks and 5 pounds. I am guessing this means I need to hit the gym. Not looking like this is going to be a whole lot of fun.
On a more positive note I did find an amazing show called The Walking Dead. Pretty funny show. Love the zombies walking around all skinny and what not. I think that if the Zombie Apocolypse comes upon us, I will be safe for a few days.
I promise to update more frequently now that school is done and I really have nothing else to do in my evenings. Okay, okay you're right I should be working out. In between the work outs and Walking Dead episodes I will update.
See ya for now
D

Day 1

So today was the first day of the rest of my life.... take 6???? Not sure how many times I have said this but I am hoping this is the last time. This was an interesting day. I don't like breakfast and ended up with just a tea. Not such a good thing. Lunch was a little better had an amazing Roasted Red Pepper and Tomato soup with a grilled ham and cheese. I am thinking I lack in vegetables. I need to remember to eat veggies and fruit. Tonight for supper I had a beef quesidilla. Had lots of veggies and not a lot of cheese. Topped it off with salsa which by the way I put on everything. So on my way home I picked up fruit and frozen veggies for my lunch. I am not going to lie, vegetables suck.  I hate them. Really like I would rather eat brocolli over a chocolate bar. But that is what got me to where I am today. Tomorrow will be another start to another day. I am sure as I go along it will be easier.

Here we go let's see if this works this time. I am tired of being fat. I know we all say it but really... this time I mean it. Two years ago I lost 35 pounds. That didn't last long I weighed in tonight and realized that I put on that 35 plus another 30. Today I weighed in at 360lbs.... This is the heaviest I have ever been and ever will be. I felt horrible when I stepped on that scale. I know you shouldn't be afraid of a number but I am afraid of that one.

I have decided to share my story along with my journey as I once again fight the fight. I know some will be interested and some won't that is okay. This is for me and anyone else who finds themselves in this spot. Love to hear comments as long as they are positive. As my mother always said "If you don't have something nice to say... keep your fat mouth shut." Well it went something like that.