Here we go let's see if this works this time. I am tired of being fat. I know we all say it but really... this time I mean it. Two years ago I lost 35 pounds. That didn't last long I weighed in tonight and realized that I put on that 35 plus another 30. Today I weighed in at 360lbs.... This is the heaviest I have ever been and ever will be. I felt horrible when I stepped on that scale. I know you shouldn't be afraid of a number but I am afraid of that one.

I have decided to share my story along with my journey as I once again fight the fight. I know some will be interested and some won't that is okay. This is for me and anyone else who finds themselves in this spot. Love to hear comments as long as they are positive. As my mother always said "If you don't have something nice to say... keep your fat mouth shut." Well it went something like that.